Dreams and thoughts of escape help me relinquish the rage, it is rage that burns deep like bruises and cuts, infiltrating my thoughts, flooding my heart into a state like non other. I know hold a catalyst that offers a bending to this reality like I’ve never held before – a window of escape in a sense, wand which wields the crystal of death and darkness alike; for now in a sense, I can clearly see the future. Final fates that cannot break still await in only hours which remain within this shattered and broken reality, and this line which is now quickly being erased, and overtaken by something that I was never meant to see. My darkness has grown into amounts unfathomable from where I once stood. For not long ago, I once served what I once thought to be light for the greater good, a light that would lead me to where I always yearned to be; however in this trance I have been kept bound by chains, much stronger than that of the encapsulating vessel from Valhalla which consumes now – but more trapping in it’s own right.
I am now speeding violently to a state of mind that cannot shake, a shattered heart which can no longer break, and an existence that has begun to fade. I can feel it in my bones, for with this darkness, I am quickly learning to become in a sense, a master of control, though enveloped in shadows, these blackened wings I can grow will be free the ridiculous laws and morals which have for so long kept me bound to earth – for now as I speed towards a nightfall that is likely to be the darkest that I will ever live to see, I know I must spend these fleeting and fragile moments powered by passion and retrospective action. No longer am I ashamed of this path that I have taken, for I now feel their will be purity within these coming fates.
With the universe seemingly supporting every darkened decision I make, I can only yearn that these flames and fires will consume me quickly when the time comes for me to fade. For the yearning of my celestial being has long since desired to reach it’s true home, to finally rest from this weary fated reality, to watch these final fates and cataclysms take place, and to understand darkness and death as a necessity. For duality exist within the core of it all, and perhaps when this is all said and done, when I fade away – I can become one with everything.