Ascensions & Departures

Intro the Shadows

»Posted by on Nov 30, 2015 in Ascensions & Departures, Lords & Landscapes: Prologue, Recent Activity | 0 comments

Intro the Shadows

From where I stand now, I feel to be at a significant distance from that source, further than I was before. For the darkened nights have now begun to take hold, as the Twilight is strengthening, and I have took shelter to the Shadows once again. They are seething, breathing, and feeding on the life that resides within them. Though they may keep us safe, they take away the things we’ve come to love, the erase all the things we’ve come to know.

You were gone with them, off, strangled within some fine line of time. I know now that even though it was your time, elsewhere you reside peacefully here, where my heart tells me you were always meant to belong. A period of great chaos has begun to draw near, and while my Departures have begun once again, it seems as if even I, cannot move fast enough, in preparation for all that is to come.

And I know you, still seeking to mend what was once broken, will continue to follow the dreams that in which pin you to sleep. I grow weaker, once again as the golden skies glow stronger. I know that soon, this will all swallow me whole once again, but perhaps once that time comes around, the answer to at least one of my questions, the task to one of these missions, will be fulfilled.

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Ascensions & Departures: Fading’s

»Posted by on Nov 9, 2015 in Ascensions & Departures, Lords & Landscapes: Prologue, Recent Activity | 0 comments

Ascensions & Departures: Fading’s

I fear for what is to come. A darkness much like what the Veil held those many years ago, has seemed to be making it’s way within me, beckoning.  Since the arrival into the new Advent, I have been pushing to grow stronger, and while the past that I have for so long sought out, has finally opened up to me, I had never thought it would come with such dangers. For somewhere out there, outside of these shadows, the dangerous forces seek to start war with us once again. That time is near, and while the 5th sleep may provide great strength, it as well may weaken us to our very knees.

The Dawn and it’s light has begun to fade once again, as this period of the new Advent is now folding it’s wings, for darker colder day’s are now at hand; shadows, ultimately engulfing everything. My way is no longer left or right, but I have found something new in which I cannot put into words. Thought still, I am far from grasping all that I had dreamed to do, but now as we move into these shadows, I seek to destroy all that wishes to oppose me, even if it is a mirror of myself. These blades could not spin any faster, drifting me off into a daze that speaks of timelines and glowings that I may never come to know.

It is all fading. But somehow at the same time, I have managed to exceed past whatever stood present before the time of the exile. The collapse had this soul shaken to it’s very core, I see vividly the images within the flashes that pierce all that I am. Will they ever come to an end? I may never know. But I can say that I have very well begun to vanish, along with the dawn, from this period that stands before us now. The road which awaits me will be empty and cold, much like those places that spoke whispers of the exile an Advent ago. I must win this war, for his very being depends on it.

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Ascensions & Departures: Reminders of Remainders

»Posted by on Oct 14, 2015 in Ascensions & Departures, Lords & Landscapes: Prologue | 0 comments

Ascensions & Departures: Reminders of Remainders

I’ve always held true to myself over anyone else. Some may call this act as an infinite blessing, some may title it as the darkest curse. However, I have noticed with time it seems to cause conflict for both sides, for it will always stand on some middle ground. At some point after the exile, you reached out with your light, picking me back up, like you once did when I was helpless, taking tumbles and falls, time after time. Though you may have reached out your hand during these times, I know within your palms lie a force that my soul will never accept.

It seems with time, I have grown prone to erasing these thoughts of mind in order to move forward, onto a clean slate. Only now have I realized, while only a part of this may be beneficial, the rest is nothing but wounds to the soul. For I have forgotten all that I had once fought for, and all that I had once held onto. During some strange and violent storms, I let myself go, a separation of the whole, and a splitting of being. For even now, some of me remains lost, wandering and wondering within some lands of strange architect.

I have been attempting to force these connections time and time again, but even with those actions, it seems that these circuits were never meant to resonate with each other, perhaps for a meaning beyond my current comprehension, perhaps for a purpose I have yet to discover.  As I now come to realization regarding these states, I feel I can move forward like I once had, with all force and resistance, left behind.

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Ascensions & Departures: Truths

»Posted by on Oct 7, 2015 in Ascensions & Departures, Lords & Landscapes: Prologue, Recent Activity | 0 comments

Ascensions & Departures: Truths

What is this being that I am becoming? Shaking and shimmering in my skin of old, it has come to my attention that I had been poisoned. A strange feeling often makes it’s way across my body, engulfing all that I am. I’ve realized during these mournful Dawns, that the secrets that have been kept hidden from me, were only hidden out of sheer ignorance, and nothing more.  Though you, like a robot with a mind to lead us into the new world have fallen into a trap along with all the rest. For with this known, for legacy has been tainted, though, it’s never too late to turn it all around.

I have gathered up all that I know, and all that keeps me stronger, and have started anew in motion.  Though the strength of these rising tides, and endless waves trigger me in ways I had never thought would be possible, I continue to press forward, even though part of me continues to grow weaker after each passing hour. There is truly no escaping this new era, as now that this all has begun to settle in, my only option is to soon set out, and find more answers to the questions that I seek.

I know not much time remains as the darkness prepares to strike once again, but as I have stated before, this time, I am left with nothing to lose. For time has stolen all that had once remained of essence to my entire being, and so I see no limit to the risks and battles I seek to engage. I was once a rock, holding you in place, but now I have left that position. The vanishing has already begun to take place, and with every passing day I grow less clear to those who are unlike me.

I know there is ultimately more to these eras, and timelines I have once jumped and manipulated. Much more that I, even now, fail to comprehend, lies to be discovered beyond these beautiful mournful Dawns. For the Twilight period of this era is soon to take it’s place, and as wars commence, I know I will fight on until my last breath. For soon I will be undefeatable, for soon, I will become more powerful than I have ever imagined.

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