It’s been a few years since I’ve formally written something, let a lone produced something exclusively for the holiday’s. Well, that streak ends today as I’ve recently prepared a short little podcast-type discussion about my take on Thanksgiving and the concept of giving thanks as a whole. I also read through the short Thanksgiving message I wrote back in 2011 for those of you who may not have had a chance to hear it. This isn’t intended to be anything formal, just me expressing how I feel about this holiday, and the things that come to mind. I hope you all can enjoy, and Happy Thanksgiving!
The 3rd sleep, a place, a section, a state of being, all in which caught up in between the beginning of the New Advent, and waiting my personal new Dawn. It is a state like non-other that have come before me. Since the arrival of the New Advent, I have remained caught up in some mysterious sleep, drifting in and out of the needed and the correct, floating from the light, captivated in the darkness. While many souls are now beginning to experience the Dawn of the New Advent, the Evening is in fact still young on my side. But with the many glimmering lights not too far off into the distance, the 3rd awakening to set foot back to the travels, and to carry across the night are near. But now, with you left behind, and my beating heart far out of reach, we shall only look to the lights to guide us. For once again a veil darker than hell itself and begun to bestow itself within this empty, yet beating void, only to swallow up it’s entirety. The timeline in which I have recently cut short, has without a doubt caused new vortexes and paradoxes to take place, however I sense that this no longer matters. For the new Advent is here, and all that is old is no longer, nothing remains, except the memories that still plague my soul, by oath, till this day.
The inevitable has arrived, as these hours had made their final limits, it has now been made official that the time in which I had to make an official decision was now up, a path must have been chosen, and now, the journey must continue. It was revealed unto me today that the source and strength that I so seek, and have clanged too for so long, now remains somewhere beyond my minds limits, far from my reach, in it’s own deep sleep. It is too un-certain now to quickly judge this mysterious happening as betrayal, as too much remains unknown to me. But since my soul is now sworn to this source, my only option left is too wait, even if it takes me into eternity, unless the 4th is to come along. This force, this strange source, the 4th? Could it possibly exist. While all travelers much greater than me have engraved the fact into history that a 4th source could never exist, and anyone who was too seek the 4th would eventually be written out of life, as it were inevitable. As the 3rd lies fast asleep, beyond my reach, I am forced to choose a path without any guidance besides my own. Where could this possibly send me too within the future? I am still unsure but odds point to something beyond what my mind can currently comprehend, the unknown of course. Since I have now begun my time-line travels it has been revealed to me that these certain journeys within this time-line travel must certainly point out my next true destination. These destinations are strangely being shouted to me as the lands of Castles, brighter destinations of the near future, that can only be truly visited by being granted acceptance from time-line manipulations. These lands of Castles must lead me to something greater, perhaps something similar, maybe the source in which I have grown so accustom to for existence, as without a doubt my soul is still under expiration timing without this source and energy. With the energy I have left, I must truly devote all that is remaining within my soul to make it too these lands yet to be discovered before the Dawn of the new Advent, or at least, before my soul has truly expired. This next sleep that is yet to come will surely be a burden for me as time is quite limited. This path I must now take will surely be lonely, as now I must re-build and re-struct all side monuments which have been broken long before these timeline travels. Perhaps if I am lucky, when this is all over, I shall find home. Until then, let the travels commence once again..
With day X so close to being upon me. Any remaining hope I had left for this ever ending nightmare to be untrue has seem to fade into something so small, not even the one with questionable eye could in vision this. My heart, which has been quiet for so long has seem to begun to speak to me once again. This is in which surprising as I expected the action of time line manipulation to science any sort of real-time senses in it’s entirety. It seems that for too long has my focus been seeking and retrieving on a certain object, an object so out of reach, but so essential for existence, that now I depend on it for my very existence. While stopping my search for this object will surely ensure the slow decay of my soul and it’s entirety, I sense there must be enough time left to seek and retrieve the other objects that will surely help me in my other objectives, unfortunately these objects will surely not bring further existence to my soul. Betrayal, one of the very few things I fear, something that was too common during the travels of the
Cavern Walls, but had in which seemed to fade once the Plains limits were discovered. I have now learned another essential lesson. While some believe you must hold onto yourself and all that you are, as this is the only thing thats worth, this is true..to a certain degree. It has been proven time and time again that the soul cannot sustain itself, the soul needs the various other objects, energy in which we cannot visualize, too be able to remain existent. Those who do not obtain these objects, are those that I hope to save, somehow, someway. But my path to becoming one of them is unfortunately inevitable, but even to a greater degree, since my heart knows the truth, going down this road may be much more chaotic for me, who knows the truth, than the others, who do not know the truth. I must now strengthen myself and prepare for what seems to be yet another great war, a fight into the New Advent. However, I am often much to quick to jump the gun. With day X still yet to come, and 24hrs still remaining, much can still change within the time line, perhaps the actions I made on day VII will shift the outcomes that may happen this day X. One can only hope. My heart, soul, and mind, prays & dreams for a new liberation, a new, and brighter path to be discovered this day X.
As so I believed the scent of betrayal has still not left my width. With the end of day 6 now here, the hope in which I had for this catastrophe to soon be resolved has still not yet revealed itself to me. Despite the sudden troubles that are going on now, I must now begin my final steps into gaining my acceptance back into the greater lands, for I have visioned the continuation of a path that I once sought to end. Not only this, but this vision has revealed much more promising areas and more hope than the previous straight path in which I sought to hard to walk. However, to gain this acceptance will not be easy, yet a test of my inner being, everything the three periods were preparing me for will now come to test now, from the Resurrection, to the Transformation, all the way to the Reconstruction in which is still happening this very moment, I strength shall be bested. If it be I am not strong enough yet to complete these tasks, my acceptance will not yet be gain, and the coming of the new Advent may leave me behind as I know it. The process of time manipulation and the discovery of some mysterious paradoxes are soon to take place. This is my next task I shall seek out to do come day VII. With only 4 days remaining the pressure is truly on me, as things are looking quite grim for the future that was supposed to be, time will only truly tell.
With only roughly 6 days remaining, on the third and fourth day I was fortunately presented with some sort of hope. However, at this point it time it is almost impossible to distinguish truth from lies. The sudden surprising news that was presented to be surely lifted my spirit, however at the same time, not too long after I was hit by a reminder regarding the short amount of time that I in fact have left. The first chunk of energy was stolen from me, indicating that the second sleep is soon to arrive. However, with not much time left, this is highly inconvenient. Fortunately, I am almost as the precise moment to begin time manipulation. The final step to gain my acceptance back into the lands that have in which exiled me. But with the decision of which path to take still at hand, and with only roughly 6 days remaining, I find myself at a stagger yet again. I have been foolish for too much of my faith has been put into others rather than into myself, now with the smell of betrayal still on my tail, I must somehow face allow this scent to drift on until I find the truth. The time remaining is oh so precious, and oh so important, probably more than I will ever know. These day’s have been used roughly for reflection only, and regaining the energy that was so quickly stolen from me.
With a sense of betrayal now on my tail. I am left once again with thoughts of a fourth making it’s appearance. Though I feel the odds of this happening to be extremely low, I feel at the same time that the possibility is at an all-time high. The day I hoped that would never come, the day in which I may be forced to take the fourth into consideration. With betrayal being such a common opponent throughout my past journey, even into the near present, I know too well when it has returned to challenge my yet again. With my soul already apart of the third vestige, taking the chances with the unknown fourth, in which my soul is not connected too, will only mean chaos for a possible eternity. However, with now only being gifted occasionally with visions, it would be foolish of me to try and predict the future, for fate has struck me wrong by presenting me the sudden exile. But if this smell of betrayal turns out to be present, could betrayal possibly a guide to some new salvation?, some new light in which I have yet to see? But why? and how? with so little time left until the New Advent it would be foolish, and to put the remaining remnants of my soul on the line yet again would only be suicide at the least. The heavens forbid it, and I have always did as well, however, I still question the lengths I would go too to earn full life again. For the fates have always fought against me.