With the Transformation period coming to a slow close, the final period is now about to take place. The Reconstruction Period. Since the downfall days of the sudden exile, I must now reconstruct a new me in order to earn my place back into the lands in which some new evil and chaos lies. Still traveling on which is my second and final chance. I have now found that the morphing’s that have been going on within me, are not enough alone to swap this fate in which is waiting for me shortly down this road surrounded by towers in which are greater than me with every form and shape. The Afternoon is growing later with every step I take, my time is limited, for the new Advent is soon to arrive. At the same time, some quiet calling from the past in whispering to my soul to return. The exact reason, I still cannot make out, however my heart itself is begging me to listen to this quiet message. This final period, I know will be the most difficult and tiring , however I am ready to at last begin to build the new self that is me. This period, will fully be a journey in itself. I have once again set out into what seems to be similar lands, yet now, towered by these mysterious structures, in order to receive acceptance back into the lands, in which my heart is so strongly desiring. To carve out a new fate, is what I must do this time around, with the middle of the Afternoon growing near, I am once again forced to make haste.
Long awaited, this day has been. While is feels like I have waited hundreds of years, I have never thought the opportunity of a second chance would present itself in front of my eyes again, in the way, shape and form, that it is currently doing now. With the Resurrection stage now at an end, I am now fully awake. It is now only fully becoming clearer to me, that due to my failures, lack of ability, and various other attributes that I have lost, and that have faded, that because of this, time and fate itself, has exiled me out of the world and new life that I was so close to fully obtaining, that was in reach, that which now, remains a dimmed, pleasant, yet occasionally haunted memory within my mind. Many in which I have cherished, and loved are now gone, locked within the world in which I tried to reach, leaving me taking the path of the Islander for the third time within my lifetime. However, even during this beginning period of the Afternoon, the opportunity that has presented itself to me today, is quite better than nothing. The land of Castles in which I currently dwell in now, greatly less significant too the world in which I have been trying so hard to reach, has allowed me to now what seems to be too discover and mend some mysterious timeline, that is within my control, and my control oddly, a timeline, that has once before, been impossible to mend by my human hands. Now that I acquire this great ability, I must prepare myself immensely to properly handle and control this ability without fail, or any sort of complications. With this said, a new period of transformation within me has begun, and once this has fully took place and stabilize, the re-establishment shall begin, along with my journey through time in which I must face in order win the acceptance of time once again. While my time is surely growing shorter and shorter by the minute, as I know for certain the Dawn of the new Advent will be arriving soon, and while I am still residing in the beginning of the Afternoon, I never underestimate the speed of time. Many have left, and even are leaving my side up until now. Very few people remain in my heart, but I know that it is my will, and my will only, that will truly bring me back to the state in which I need to be.
~ Awaken < Breathe< Begin Transformation.
As the warmth begin to arrive, and the snow begins to melt, I sense a period of alteration is now on the rise. Now that I have finally awoken once again, I am able to think more clearly about the critical choices, and decisions that must be made shortly ahead on this path. However, with so many possible outcomes, and every decision leading me to a unknown result, this path in which I am supposed to follow back into the world in which I was exiled from, is now beginning to look quite un-clear. This state, unsettles me quite so. However, on the bright side, I now know the safer actions I must take, to ensure stability on this path. Now that my mind is awake once again, I am more prone to the common distractions, and knock offs that would in which generally pose a threat to me, if I were not fully awake. This gives me a great advantage on this road back to the strange foreign land.
For some reason, my failures and mistakes never seem to cost me my life. However, this time around, I was punished more strictly than I have ever been punished before. Exiled from the mysterious land I was, and now thrown into this strange land, where times seems to tick at an unnoticeable pace. In this land, at this time, I lie here in a daze, any second ready to rise. My future is at a steak it has never reached before. I worry now, knowing deep down inside if one curtail path is missed, it can alter the time that lies ahead. Though these sharp flashbacks of my failures still stab my mind, and my hearts longings, still growing stronger everyday. I know this time around that time must not be waisted. For now a second chance I’ve been given, to walk another lonely path, to grow as I was once meant, to resurrect.
The moment I accepted my own defeat, it felt like a huge burden, that I’ve carried for years, was lifted off my back. However, the thoughts of my failures, and the constant reminding of my foolish mistakes haunted me at every waking hour, and still do until this day. Accepting this defeat was such a bittersweet feeling, but at the same time it was quite painful, considering how close I once was too victory. The day in which I finally fully accepted my defeat, was the day in which I knew and heard the evil that had been lurking behind me throughout what felt like endless days, within the lands of the Plains. This mysterious evil, in this mysterious place, calling out my name in mockery, and bestowing some trecherous plauges upon me.
This evil, and all of it’s strange power casted me out of those lands in which I once dwelled. Leaving me here, in this mysterious place, in which reminds me of life itself before the Cavern Walls. This evil cannot be left un-banished. Though my strengths have been bested, and my time has run out, I begin a shorter path now, to once again reach this evil, reach this mysterious place again, and accomplish and obtain what I have been destined to obtain once again. But now, a birthing I have missed is now beginning. A self of me that has been waiting to arise since the day this journey has begun. A healing that has been put off for much too long. In a way, a new life awaits.
Fate comes silently, like a crook in the night. However, I feel this tie around fate came during the day, perhaps at the peak of the Afternoon. But I, still indulged within my deep sleep, had failed to realize this. Shortly after the crashing occurred, not only was I hanging onto a dream, but also hanging onto false hope, blind from what I had missed. To make things worse, I continued to strive within the mess even after the countless oppurtunities for resurrection I was given. This was in which, one thing that hurt me the most.
Being the striver I am, even the brightest glare of failure never really seems to knock me off guard. It is not until I am fully on my knees, hopeless that I admit my defeat, and I assume things will always remain this way. Shortly after the departure, a path was open, a path to success and the opportunity to win the war was at hand. However, still dazed from the Caverns wrath, and weak minded, I lost this opportunity.
For one to simply say I was a fool to begin with to pick such dangerous battles, I would have to strongly disagree. For instilled within my mind is the law of Experience & Growth. Since the departure of the Plains up until The Crashing point, the battle was in my favor, so it seemed. However, even during my brightest days within these mysterious lands, I had still felt some important period was missing from this longly prophesied. Though the vision only bestowed how these major events would occur, it did not give much detail, in most cases however, exactly when these major events would occur.
Leading up until this point, I have finally came to a conclusion as to why these Islander paths keep re-occurring within this chaotic timeline of old, that is the old era.
When the angels had first made their arrival and settled onto the new land, a place I would name, until further settling points “New Reedsport”, I could almost foresee the future, much like I was able to do within the the lands of the Plains. However, at this exact moment, when the angels began to settle, and the snow began to fall. I realized I had been missing apart of this timeline, and this is when the crashing point occurred..
-These Spies that spy me so, have now been identified.