Love & The Forgotten

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It’s a common issue I have yet to resolve. You have invaded these visions with some stressful sights,

I feel chaos lies in your hands but so does a new form of salvation. You have lost your old ways,

now wandering in your own plains far from the cavern, craving for some sort of life that you have so long deserved.

So tell my why do I feel so entitled to your pain? To your suffering? To your long lost habits and your beautiful havoc.

It’s become a problem that is craving to solve, and now I prepare to set out on another calling.

Inbound Travels

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My sights are becoming a tad more clear on where my future may lie after the morning. But I try to not be the type to expect for the best to come. Throughout the past week I have spent quite a bit of time thinking, planning in my head, and more about what has yet to be accomplished. These sunrises never last forever, and with each that I miss, the closer I come to the darkness becoming my true fate. With these thoughtful days now behind my, I have now know what has to be done. With very few forces left on my side, or yet even in my mind, this road is without a doubt for none else but the lonely. With a certain code breaking, and another reliable site set, new travels are now in bound and I take my stance, as I travel one step closer to the time of the sunset.

The Anti Social

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Things seem to occur to me that often the forces around me cause to become weaker than I am usually used too. Often, I never blame anyone of my faults other than myself, or so what I try to do. Staring at the world, and all it’s movement, I am left speechless, in what way do I have the will power, the gratefulness, or even the worthiness to live among these people. Perhaps I am unfit? Or just maybe, my soul is waiting for the right time to join the crowd and live among the rest and finally rest in silence. Or what if the Gods, still up to their mysterious plans, have a different fate for me? These roads and paths only lead to one place, sometimes I know where I may end up is not in my control.

Wildfire

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Such strange following have captivated me here. This though of immense flames has me feeling quite trapped in and cautious of my ever move. My eye, sharply, and keenly, watching my surroundings, something feels not right. I remember these strange days ever since the darkness first spread it’s wings along this land. Though these mysterious mornings full of wonder and hope seem to be so bright, what dwells after sunrise may be darker than anything I could ever predict. So today, I am told to watch my surroundings, and caution my steps, for lately I have been to careless, a fool, and blind.

A Greater Power More Powerful Than I would Have Thought.

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Sometimes I wonder how aesthetics can possibly cope with themselves and not believing in  a greater power, or for that matter, believing in something that has merely been developed by in-perfect humans, without even striving to believe in something they can discover for themselves. I am not a huge fan of church, nor am I a big fan of anything  like church, though I very strongly believe in a greater power. It is not nearly enough for me to listen to a human coach me on how to find this “God” or greater power, or even worse, tell me what is right or wrong in the eyes of the greatest one. I am not very religious either, and though I do have tolerance for most religions, I do this is where I feel they went wrong, especially when striving to pull new blood into their circle. We have all be born with are own minds, hearts, conscience, and should be able to do whatever we feel with them. Unlike learning how to use your legs, arms, hands, and other physical things, our heart, mind, and conscience, are probably the main parts of our body that function 100% differently from those of our friends, families, culture, etc. Therefore, only we (ourselves) can teach ourselves how to use them. These things are precious to every human, and when told how to use them, or that they’re not functioning correctly, is something that can drive even the most open person on the planet away.

Distance from Substance

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My dreams have now captivated me from the rest I have been seeking for so long.

True sleep will never be present until my time here is done, therefore, so it seems I am bound to suffer.

Something so pure, yet corrupted  so small at it’s core seems to be dwelling, somewhere within these several hearts.

With my poor sense of direction , I am  left clueless in absolute, how pitiful I am.

A greater force may speak to me otherwise, but I shall never know since the wind is never often a truthful substance.

Oh beautiful delighting  goddesses you taint me with such divine taste for wanderings and adventures.

Sun dawn seems to be my only current glimmer of hope, I shall set out then.

Back Flashes

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Several months I have been on this road, more often than I expected have I tended to loose my sense of direction almost constantly, on a consistent basis.

I travel to the place in which my darkness had met the light, and the light quietly kept the darkness sealed away somewhere far within these hearts. Oh great beautiful one, show me the road in which

I have been so longing to take. My next stop seems to pointing to a place that has caught my eye at a sharpened moment. Only here will I find the true direction in which I must travel to find all that I have been seeking.

Racing time seems to be my only competition these days, waiting for the sun to rise, and waiting for the sun to set has become so tiresome, but I’m afraid these days are only bound to get darker.

Though these beautiful dawns as meek as they are, seem to be granting me the salvation I have been waiting for, for what seems like eternity, I know the night is still out to destroy me,

and the rest of mindful travelers that walk these plains.

In between The Lines

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I grow weary of the day I miss the suns dawn, I feel it’s only a matter of time until the day truly starts to leave me

behind. It’s a frightening situation, time as sacred as it is often plays it’s tricky and sticky acts on me, I, one oblivious to so much, 

am often unable to see through these actions. Heavy eyes can mean so much in a day to day life for me.

I can take the uncomfortable weight as a motivation to continue moving on, or to stop and let time catch up once again,

foolish me, I am much to lenient. But maybe if for once, if I decided to not be, would I be to much? Would my value decrease? Increase?

Pleasing souls sometimes feels much beyond what I am actually truly capable of as a wandering human. But sometimes, I just think about it. 

The Monthly Calling: Codes & Directions

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Where have I been? Caught up in such a dreamy sleep, now my mind is turning. Last seen entering these forbidden out lands where souls have once tried to find the keys to their only existing fragment and now non are to be found.

What a world I must be in, such fields awaiting outside for some strange grace to be spread upon it like wildfire, or the rain that sets us all free when we are dry out of hope. My mind is twisting from this pain the cavern has left me, remnants of that wretched p place still bang at my door every morning, paining this heart once again.

But these lands still continue to call, my ears are open, my mind twisting, but still thinking, and my heart calling, so now curious about some miles and miles of deserted lands, I can only wonder where I will be lead?

Such a discovery is still yet to be found, I have entered past these gates and already, my heart and soul are in a ponder, how will I find my way? To grow and heal I feel these lands have to offer, but at the same time some evil forces continue to creep around these trees, and so I must stand my guard.

Again I lift my head to the dawning skype, the world is getting brighter, my direction sense of direction more poor that it’s ever been, the travels now commence.

New YouTube TAE Content Details!

 

 

 

It has been awhile since I have last made the very strange video, on the official TAE YouTube channel. Unfortunately that first YouTube did not come out as great as I would have liked it too. Nonetheless, that did not stop me from further planning and developing more YouTube video’s that are set to be uploaded. This short little entry will contain the upcoming Youtube Videos that will be uploaded or in other words, the new mini series that will be started on the TAE Youtube channel. Video’s for these series are set to come as soon as next week, so please subscribe to Youtube.com/TheAdventEntries to keep up on all of the vids on the way. Without further a-due, here is the new content with brief descriptions that is on the way 🙂

 

  • The Advent Entries Vlog
-A weekly vlog pertaining to the recent updates, happenings, and news regarding everything TAE related. In other words, any posts or informative posts put out on Blog will be included and discussed but more in-depth in these videos.
  • The Morning Messenger 
– A series of brief video uploads that will feature the joys, thoughts, happenings, and experiences of what the early morning has to offer. These videos will be from weekly to occasionally uploaded.
  • The Prologue Plains NMV/RMV
-A reality or natural music video. These will be simple videos with random songs playing in the background with lyrics included. It’s something you must see to understand, these videos will be coming shortly 🙂
  • Beyond The Cavern walls Vlog
-A frequent yet brief Vlog pertaining to the activities, good, bad, and happenings within my life.
This is only a small portion of the new content that is heading to the Youtube Channel. Some things will be discussed at a later time, other thins will be more of a surprise. Again, I will try hard to entertain viewers as much as possible, at the same time keeping things realistic and informative. Please stay tuned on the Advent Entries YouTube channel for all the content that’s on the way 🙂

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