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The Black Hole

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When I let ll of them go, it was at a great will in which I carried out the action. However, it seemed fate played a big role into it all.  For the departure, that took place shortly before the exile, was of some quiet and yet deadly fate, destined to be carried out. It was only after, that I had in fact noticed that I saw the future. I won’t forget that night, sprawled out upon some hard wooden floors, with an air so cold, one would have thought that death itself had crept through the windows. Put perhaps that’s what it was in the end, death. For at that time the 2nd sleep had begun to take place, and now, I seem to curse that it had. For from those wooden floors, and chilled air cause me to see the images in which I prayed I would never see, but in the end, it was inevitable. You warmed me then, covered in a deep blanket of snow, your heart gave me warmth, but that was then. This was before the exile.

For now the darkness is re-occurring, and though my soul yearns for the light, it cannot grasp it without my heart. It seems at this time, there are two fates fighting against each-other. Many battles take place, day by day, week by week. One day one fate wins, the other day one looses, it is a never ending war. My knowledge of all this is merely a spec compared to what the greater ones know, however I oath-ed to become a vessel for the balance, and perhaps that’s how I lost you. But now, with this darker aura beginning to settle in, these times begin to grow darker once again. For now the 3rd sleep has long since concluded and many questions are in need of answers. This darker world I have feared for years, however I hope it to provide the closure I seek, for much has left to be done, before this road ends.

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Intro Voids/Heights

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The flashes came quick, but much like my visions, dreams, and memories, it surpassed quicker than I could acknowledge. This, I can only say so many times, was in fact foreseen, dreamed upon, within some distant barren platforms, a soul free from chains, ready to depart. However much like the flashes that occur to me these days, you were gone, in what seemed an instant, but in reality a matter of days following the exile,  too slow to predict, yet slow enough to create a wound so big, one would ponder if you caught hold of some dangerous meteor shower. Perhaps there were white lies that were told, from both sides, to avoid a more catastrophic occurrence than of the one that is in which taking place now. But deep down inside, this I doubt. Time has gone from twisted to shattered, from shattered to repaired, from repaired to non-existent. All has changed since that fateful early morning, a morning where one would expect the sunrise, yet for some mysterious cause, darkness crept through the morning dawn like a shadow under the midnight sky. For now with these holes I carry, yet the stairs I climb, take me to the time of a new venture. With the first set out since the new Advents arrival, I wander once again to finish what I have started, to find what I seek. However, with you in the corners of my mind, my soul thirsts for what it cannot have, parching itself into some dangerous depths, filling the voids with these flashes that strain the heart to no end. But for what it counts, I continue this path, and stay true to my oath. Hope is a guiding beacon.

Castles! Part II, Recent Activity, Reflextions, The Monthly Calling

Shaken of the Night

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ess than a month has gone by the conclusion of the 3rd sleep. While finally awakened, I have been shook by some odd state of life.  With many things that were in fact present before the beginning of the 3rd sleep, have now vanished within what I can only describe as the nights thin air. For many of them, more or less wanderers just like me, have no been gifted the blessing of the new Dawn, the Dawn of the new Advent. However for I, and perhaps many alike, the mistakes, sacrifices, or even the path in which we have chosen has now lead us down a darker road, a road where lights are vibrant, and the cosmos is alive, a path where fewer are present. Despite the cursed exile that has lead me to take this path, I can only now whole-heatedly except it as an inevitable happening. My mind, tainted with old, and of things that was once, but are no longer. And my heart, my missing heart, with it’s pains and longings which still grow stronger with every hour that passes by. A time of cleansing is imminent, for this cleansing will be like no other. For I am weak, and clouded, confused by the actions both I took, and yourself. My words must travel a great distance to reach thee, yet even during this time, somehow the message begins to slur. My next set-out, back into the strange land, is merely days away now. But with a clouded mind, and a pain in the heart, this will only lead me down the road to more paradox’s.

 

 

 

 

~Our greater lord, if the balance allows, please bestow you blessing onto thee during these times of Reflexions.

Castles! Part II, The Monthly Calling

Into the New Advent

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With everything that has now begun to settle, with the preparation’s and conditions, now coming to a close, it is fair to say that a new Dawn now awaits us. For now, we shall transition into the time of the new Advent. But now, the odd comfort in which I have felt leading up until this moment, is now beginning to fade, and quickly. For now the 3rd and final resting period is taking it’s place, as I begin my preparations once again to journey back into some strange lands, the same lands that had which sentenced the exile, of some greater fate, towering with their mighty power.

It is for at this time that I now realize my mistakes, of the old era. The departure did in-fact cause what I would like to describe as a rippling effect. And with that taking place, knocking off the balances, effects, purposes, and mindsets of all things and beings I knew. This was merely my doing, with a little help from some un-wanted fate, but despite this, many paradoxes in fact came down to my actions. With this in mind, the towering feeling of immortality has now begun to leave my side. For so long, it seemed as though death was to far off, non-existent. Now with my soul on a clock, a rising must take place before my fall. I do not underestimate fate, but with my current understanding of the balance, taking me now would simply be to easy, to satisfying, but to un-fulfilling. I have tempered with the greater fires for as long as I remember, and things will not change now. For after this period of rest and fixation comes to a close, the journey back will begin, and only death itself will be the only force that shall determine my stopping. And now with you and your wonderful mind in the strangest places, my heart as well, is now having a hard time finding it’s way. A new time of struggle is ahead of us, but as with every new light that sheds upon the land, comes a new darkness that must fall during the most sinister of hours.

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The End Days: Nightfall

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With less than 31 days remaining until the new Advent, the pressure begins to truly close in, as all the promises in which I’ve made and kept must be carried out in their entirety. With the second sleep, only recently coming to a conclusion, the visions, and travels have now set in and my path should remain somewhat clearer now from here until the end of the current era. All proper arrangements have been made in order to make a successful transition, however the cold has also begun to set in, triggering more tiring acts on my part. With all of these festivities of salvation, and holy birth beginning, it only makes me think about the path in which I will have to take to truly start anew. While the exact directions of my whereabouts, and the land in which I must reside are still up in the air, blowing for miles, along with the wind. I feel I may be a step closer with everyday that goes by for truly learning where in which this place may be. For I know soon, the angels shall arrive once again to help guide me to the destiny in which I am destined to face. With the Afternoon now at it’s end, the night has very well settled in, and these days remain much darker than before. When Dawn will be seen by these eyes once again I remain not sure, but until the new Dawn, for in which the new Advent dwells, I shall travel to, and for this, and some new life is what I now strive for. 

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The End Days: The Afternoons Peak/The Second Sleep

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Only a few days ago, the peaking on the Afternoon Sunsets had arrived. It was also then that the dreams began to re-occur for the first time in awhile, and have been since that night. Now that the feeling of empty spaces all around me have begun to chill, shrouding me with some heavenly, yet, at the same time, a very chilling feeling, I knew without a doubt that the ending of the Afternoon was indeed arriving. Things have all happened in such haste ever since the exile occurred. Almost too quick for me, to say the least. It is now that I can say, that the most crucial times are without a doubt upon me, and will remain to be from now, up until the arrival of the new Advent. To fail these tasks presented, and too misuse the amount of time given, will only lead to dire consequences. My mind still, remains shrouded, and my heart still longing, however it would only be a fools mistake to let these things overcome the focus needed to successfully gain me way into the new Advent. Despite all of the distractions and pain that reside inside of me as of now, I still remain so very grateful, to have the opportunity to be reminded, that this is not all about me. There are many who walk similar, and even much more difficult paths, by the thousands. For us, each and every one of us to reach out to these souls, to support, nourish, forgive  and save these souls, is perhaps the greatest gift we can ever give to any living thing, in any dimension. So while I walk this final path of the current Advent, I must keep engraved within my mind, that the some I may cross path with on this journey, may as well be in much dire situations. I am one to know now that my life alone is not enough, and ever since that realization, I know I still stand, because of the un-born, because of the living, because of you, and even because of the unknown. The second sleep will now take me under it’s wings and guide me on the path which leads to the new Advent, where perhaps the most crucial fortune resides. It is now that we begin again.

 

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Into the End Day’s: Time, Tasks & Travels

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Failure to follow these warnings could result in serious consequences

It came has come quickly, it was almost as if every moment led up to now never actually happened. But it has, but the most amazing part is….I’m still alive..

The first departure was sudden, yet necessary in every means to prepare for what is soon to come, the new Advent. However, I, still remaining quite stagnant for my taste for much am only now fulling coming to realization as to why these following happenings have occurred,  I’m sure the exact reasons..I will never come to know, but things surely remain clearer than before, it at first brought me to a more peaceful state. However, as time passed since the, though very little time, I have grown restless yet again. But now for a good cause. And now, I shall witness it to it’s fullest state. The sunset on this era shall soon take place, as these day’s grow much shorter than before, this Afternoon age must now soon depart, but knowing this only panics my nerves more. However I still struggle to determine if your echoes are still true, true to your true-self that is. For I will always do what you wish, but my heart also calls in other directions, these exact destination of these, are still unknown. But now, in the waking night, from today forward, I know things shall be different. While it is inevitable that the 2nd sleep is now set to land on my soul, another inevitable curse, that will surely slow me down from time to time, is about to take place. This however, can and will not ruin my pace during these waking hours. For time now is precious, yet at the same time dangerous, with too much at stake, I cannot make the same mistakes, conditions must be made, things are bound to change. And now, the calling of the rivers shall take place again, just like some 4 years ago of great healing, they must return. Besides, something much darker & sinister lies ahead, and while I’d hate to even dream what it is, I only know not being prepared would be nothing but foolish. So now,

~We Depart again.

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Intro to The Covered Life

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It wasn’t until I fell into a very deep sleep one night, with the moon-beams shining brightly, windows wide open, so wide, to the point where any wandering spirit felt welcomed by just the sight. I have now seen with my own mind what may very well be the outcome of this rapid countdown until the 3rd Advent. However, with me, now having to continue this travel as one, at the moment, much greater stakes may very well have to be made. But to re-open these chambers which are now damaged, but still, sealed shut, once again could very well be a grave mistake. Besides, it was always you that would remind me to keep my focus, to never stop, and to just keep on going, you know this. For I pray as long as you are away, that you shall never be lost. While I am still simply stunned and confused, how I even allowed this chaos to spiral out of control this far, far enough to have you sealed in some lost time-line where countless triggers flick on and off, spinning your pure mind into a new set, a more dangerous one. For in tribute of you, I now know that I must know prior before acceptance, that if these souls will one day desire to get out, I shall pass them by without hesitation. Or maybe, I am truly a treasure, perhaps all along I have been, but if this is so, the results would have been shown by now. And even if I were, I could not accept this title, mainly because of all the damage that has now been done, and all of the sacrifice that has been made.

So now, with the sun quickly coming to it’s set, and with the second sleep undoubtedly now making it’s arrival, for now my dreams speak to me once again, loud and clear, a new form of life must be taken in order to carve the path into the 3rd Advent. For my time only grows shorter, I’ve been warned countless times, I now have the ability to cease these paradoxes from happening again, but now, I must again, make way to something newer.

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The Timeline Travels: Before the Cavern Walls

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Until this very day, it still rings in my ears, the screams of the raging wind, from the mighty storms that constantly stirred up deep within the chamber in which was the “Ice Cave”. The trail in which led me to walk through such a treacherous place, was quite similar to a trail that I am once again traveling now, in the modern future. The Cavern was a mere passing point, a place in which any soul seeking the ultimate salvation, had to overcome, had to endure, had to get out, alive. It has only now occurred to me that even though the “Ice Cave” was perhaps in which the most terrifying, struggle infested journey in which I have traveled, it is nothing compared to the chaos that lies ahead. However, today I am not discussing that, for that is in the future, and we, are now traveling the timelines long before the Cavern Walls.

       Long ago, during this age, certain steps, and decisions were taken and made in order to reach the life in which I desired to greatly, and had, what only seemed for a second, set hand on in the future, but is now gone, trapped, being slowly eaten away by some growing paradox. To re-trace these steps, and polish them, is the only way to gain back this life in which I so desire. The life where in which I was once, truly happy, content, satisfied, safe & sound. The steps, and the trail in which I take now, is a path of the past, a path long before the Cavern Walls, a path that will in which exploit my greatest weaknesses, my missed crucial steps, and all of the paradoxes I created that in which enabled my exile from the lands in which I sough to travel.

   Despite all of this that must be done, time is running out. For the new Advent is quickly approaching, and with the middle of the Afternoon period almost at it’s arrival. This is a look into everything in which you’ve missed, didn’t see, the same goes for me.

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The Time Line Travels: THTR II, Before the Cavern walls, Paradox’s, & Day VII

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With Day VII now over with, the seals have been broken, the official act of time line traveling has begun. Since the our I step foot out, much looked cloudy, so similar to the past, like things once were. For this manipulation is for my own sake, my own sake of discovery and recovery in order to learn, and do what needs to be done in order to gain my acceptance back into the greater lands. With everything being as it once was, the past is more grim that what I once experienced before, however the overwhelming energy it provides me, is extremely self sustaining to say the least. The time I have remaining to connect with these past roots is dwindling down quickly,  and the decisions that must be made are spinning down at a rapid speed as well. Unfortunately, I still sense that I am perhaps missing something quite important, too important to miss, in order to choose this path and direction that in which needs to be made. I have never in-visioned traveling in one direction and one direction only, however as ironic as it is, one may only travel one direction at a time, but why does it seem that this is extremely contradictory too the exact outcome this “one” path may bring. It still remains quite unclear to me how exactly I must go about choosing these paths. All guidance is lost here in the past, things remain still, lonely empty, but oddly active at the same time. A world in which I knew ever corner from the back of my head, a world in which knew my existent, and treasured it to it’s fullest. This is why I must come back and attempt to fix the things that have happen throughout these empty periods in order to gain the acceptance needed into the new lands. The remaining question is how fast I can do it, how efficient, and how to remain intact with my strength dwindling every second, and with these sudden wars appearing from the blue. The situation is truly unfortunate, however, I do in fact remember choosing this path. Giving the whole hear-ted permission to have this burden on me, but why? and was is truly worth it? I could rid it all here, now, during these time line travels, far before the Cavern Walls, far before the First healing. With every remaining second until the new Advent that is in which counting down now, every moment counts, every action makes a enormous difference, every sunset will be every year in the new advent. I can only hope that this short journey I am about to endure will finally gain me the acceptance I have been seeking for so long. With only 3 days remaining things are still looking grim, but a decision must be made, a path must be chosen, otherwise my time here will surely remain in-grave.