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Things seem to occur to me that often the forces around me cause to become weaker than I am usually used too. Often, I never blame anyone of my faults other than myself, or so what I try to do. Staring at the world, and all it’s movement, I am left speechless, in what way do I have the will power, the gratefulness, or even the worthiness to live among these people. Perhaps I am unfit? Or just maybe, my soul is waiting for the right time to join the crowd and live among the rest and finally rest in silence. Or what if the Gods, still up to their mysterious plans, have a different fate for me? These roads and paths only lead to one place, sometimes I know where I may end up is not in my control.