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Large they are, but a very short life they live. Descending across the sky like none other, traveling great distance, no matter their fading, no matter the weather.

Watching over us they do, as they pour down the emotions of the entire world at spontaneous moments. On my never ending journey, I continuously see them,

specifically in the skies over these Plains, spanning out some thousands of miles. As I stood face to face with the shadow that has haunted me all this time, I sensed a great

weariness spreading through these skies. Oh figure of the past, I now know you have yet to fly, as I glimpse deeply into your soul you seem lost and struggled, the fierceness

in which we were surrounded in has now seemed to fade, yet a new darkness seems to be making it’s way. Fleeing further down these paths, I cannot seem to keep up, though

I know as I try to stay on pace with these mysterious winds, I know they will guide and protect me. These tired eyes again have a reason to stay open, such beautiful dawns heal my very soul,

and heal these wounds in which the Cavern has inflicted upon me. As these clouds increase, I feel somewhat that my time may be up. 

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My heart is soft yet my mind rough. A weakness indeed that has troubled me for too long. Your reputation seems to be my fate or my success, how in the world should I survive with such an

uncomfortable situation. So where are my wires? Am I connected by soul or am I connected by blood? Which lineage is greater for I find it impossible to be connected by both.

Since my heart is vexed by your spell I feel it is tough for me to escape, but with nothing to be afraid of, why can I not run? Willing to take a risk, I hop off of my resting place,

this rock, solid enough to withstand these chaotic followings. But I now sense a trouble much greater than mines, the dark that lies in these lands further ahead speak for themselves,

attempting to do something for a greater future once again,  I take my risks…

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To who and how do these scores remain existent?  A distance past of running, and nothing but it, but finally, like a wolf stalking it’s prey, the dark has begun to catch up on me. These plains that seem some millions of miles long are not fit for the runners, to run and run, only to loose sense of direction, are these plains ways of punishing us for all the sins we have ever done. I have sealed away my weapons for what feels like a hundred years, for why now, during this sacred time and travel and endless thoughts must I force myself to create the urge to fight? Though I may dream of peace, this sense of violence has found it’s way end. To either run, or continue my pace and face the black are the only choices I have.

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Sometimes I wonder how aesthetics can possibly cope with themselves and not believing in  a greater power, or for that matter, believing in something that has merely been developed by in-perfect humans, without even striving to believe in something they can discover for themselves. I am not a huge fan of church, nor am I a big fan of anything  like church, though I very strongly believe in a greater power. It is not nearly enough for me to listen to a human coach me on how to find this “God” or greater power, or even worse, tell me what is right or wrong in the eyes of the greatest one. I am not very religious either, and though I do have tolerance for most religions, I do this is where I feel they went wrong, especially when striving to pull new blood into their circle. We have all be born with are own minds, hearts, conscience, and should be able to do whatever we feel with them. Unlike learning how to use your legs, arms, hands, and other physical things, our heart, mind, and conscience, are probably the main parts of our body that function 100% differently from those of our friends, families, culture, etc. Therefore, only we (ourselves) can teach ourselves how to use them. These things are precious to every human, and when told how to use them, or that they’re not functioning correctly, is something that can drive even the most open person on the planet away.