New Voids

With lives and dreams fading, for things more un-imaginable now than they ever were before, I climb to these new heights, only chasing my doom, running from the chaos that stands far below me. These times grow darker, and while the morning is only now beginning to shine bright for many, my period of the Evenings true arrival is soon to be at hand, where my final test, to leave this purgatory begins. In lands such as these, all things are great, heights in which only existed in my wildest dreams, yet the depths and voids below them, spinning and spiraling deep within some odd chaos, a space so dark, so mysterious, it pulls even the purest most brightest souls into it’s entire being. Perhaps you were lost to this void, lost to this chaos, when things were changed, when time was flipped, when departures were made, and exiles were sentenced. Or perhaps, your mind simply switched, like a stop light in the middle of the road, triggering different paths for different travelers, perhaps your road desired a new direction, and so that’s where you went. It has now began to settle in that running from this, this death is simply foolish on it’s own, for my end here is inevitable. Though for the time being, I am immortal, at least within my own control, for if he seeks to destroy me, then I shall seek to destroy him, and all balance will be broken.

But at this time, I prepare for a mass departure, to lands with greater heights than those that which lie here in Allahalav, lands that only seek my death, yet also seek liberation, a strange salvation, that can only be given by the greater gods above, the greater gods around us all. For when time fully returns back to normal, my end will either be near, or life will be reborn. For I saw my very end on empty platforms, residing in some crowded station on a cold winter day. I made an oath, and with that oath, I signed a contract, and this contact was death, death that I knew one way or another, would bring me the ultimate salvation.

Of Reedsport

These days that have begun to take place now, are the first days of change, the first days of change, of the new Advent. Since towards the ending of the old Advent, time has been scrambled, lost, confused within it’s own lines, misplacing my rights, and changing my fates. Though it was my exile that had in which caused this chaos in the first place, it seems my foolish mind still seeks to place blame elsewhere, however, everything could have been better. Captivated, within these shiftless lands we describe as Allahalv, the air here moves in circles, and so does the time, for always things will happen again. Despite the pain, sorrow, and regret this place brings to me, it will always remain in my heart, it will always be calling me to my death. The second departure is not alone an action towards self-salvation, yet the last glimmer of hope to find what I seek, or perhaps more importantly, save what I cherish. From here on out, the days of shiftless time, and shiftless spirits are behind me, and only dysfunctions in time will bring them back. For now these lights that lie within this land I must wander to, hold the first Beacon that must be obtained, one that shall be the first guardian to guide my towards my final destination of this journey. These chains that keep be tied to these walls now, shall soon be broken, shattered, obliterated into shards of the past. This chain, shall know longer against.

 

We set out, Towards the light.

Resume/Time

Lonesome roads, have now grown close to me, darker skies, and quiet nights, have returned to me. But at what cost? Since the arrival of the new Advent I have patiently waited in what way time would conduct itself, from slowing gradually at the beginning of the dark days, to increasingly taking pace after the exile. For time, and perhaps even something darker, has stolen you from me, from us. Our souls, now left here to thirst, to dry to dust, and to soon food, only remnants, and  victims, to times curse. For once this was all foreseen, I had marked my own end, sketched, somewhere distant, on some timeline viewed only by a greater soul above. My calling to you has reached it’s destination, and even within your reach, you absence remains, however time is ever-changing, for so must this journey, so must these roads. For now with a heavier hole in my heart, and a pain in my head, I must continue on to where these distant lights wish to lead me, perhaps to my death? Or maybe to a higher ground, a higher love. I may never know until the destination is reached. So now I prepare for my new departures once again, back to these strange lands, away from Allahalv, away from darker times and distant memories. For I know your soul still wanders, alive and well, free from it all. However, this is only the beginning, and my oaths will forever stand tall, and strong.

Intro Voids/Heights

The flashes came quick, but much like my visions, dreams, and memories, it surpassed quicker than I could acknowledge. This, I can only say so many times, was in fact foreseen, dreamed upon, within some distant barren platforms, a soul free from chains, ready to depart. However much like the flashes that occur to me these days, you were gone, in what seemed an instant, but in reality a matter of days following the exile,  too slow to predict, yet slow enough to create a wound so big, one would ponder if you caught hold of some dangerous meteor shower. Perhaps there were white lies that were told, from both sides, to avoid a more catastrophic occurrence than of the one that is in which taking place now. But deep down inside, this I doubt. Time has gone from twisted to shattered, from shattered to repaired, from repaired to non-existent. All has changed since that fateful early morning, a morning where one would expect the sunrise, yet for some mysterious cause, darkness crept through the morning dawn like a shadow under the midnight sky. For now with these holes I carry, yet the stairs I climb, take me to the time of a new venture. With the first set out since the new Advents arrival, I wander once again to finish what I have started, to find what I seek. However, with you in the corners of my mind, my soul thirsts for what it cannot have, parching itself into some dangerous depths, filling the voids with these flashes that strain the heart to no end. But for what it counts, I continue this path, and stay true to my oath. Hope is a guiding beacon.

Fine Prints

Millions of thoughts have flown by in swiftness since that day, after accepting the arrival of the new Advent and being thrown into the position I am in today, things have begun to become much clearer. But only after much thought. This hole I have come to know too well, formed during the darkest times, from the most savaging acts, is now once again, beginning to take a toll on me. For my mind has returned reset, whole, original, but without the absence of fates present thoughts lurking in the corners within. It is hard to pin-point where the end of this life my lay, at this point I can only pray that the line extends much longer than of what I am seeing. For with you, came the fine print, the print of an oath, an oath of a sacrifice, and a sacrifice for a soul, a soul which was crafted by Gods. From these reflexions have revealed that my hands are empty, and with nothing to loose I oath to ignite the flames once again.

 

-Strange time it never stops..

The Healing, The Rising: Foundations

Originally kicked off back in the Summer of 2012, The Healing, the Rising has sought to be an article series here on TAE that explains the acts as well as the journey of overcoming struggles, and getting back on your feet after and or while they are concluding. Starting May 1st, THTR will return once again bringing it’s new chapter “Foundations” Articles will be much similar to what you have seen in the past, yet my goal is to get other people involved, and to truly establish the foundation of this new season of The Healing, The Rising. As apart of this, themed photos, articles, videos, and even possibly a fully dedicated music tracks, will now be strongly apart of the series, so please be on the lookout from May 1st on wards for this new content. The Healing ,The Rising: Foundations will last until October of this year.

Time Stamps & Hangers

It’s never enough to claim you love something or someone alone.  Actions always must be taken place in order to back up your words, words are just words, food to the ears, but almost nothing to the heart. The time lines in which I have dabbled in, have long since set off their quakes and echoes, which have shook the very foundation in which where our love was built on. And with this violent shaking, I am now left with this pain in my head. A pain I could have never imagined before the exile, a pain which taunts the angels far above, spewing it’s sickness to very functioning bone and cell within the body. And as it stirs throughout the bloodstream it makes it’s way to the core, bit by bit, where then in which the cycle only repeats itself. Since my hope only begs me for me to vision a conclusion to this chaotic mess, I continue on, with eyes forward and strength strengthened.

I made sure those words flew to you gracefully, like elegant doves in the morning sun, soaring peacefully in harmony, throughout the warm, and crisp sky. It was my attempt to open your eyes, my attempt to cross time lines once again, to re-obtain what was given to me several years ago. And yet even now, I am left with this chill. If this shaking shall continue, and continue so violently, causing great rupture to this foundation, the hole shall divide us, it shall divide time, it shall change everything, but our hearts.

Shaken of the Night

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ess than a month has gone by the conclusion of the 3rd sleep. While finally awakened, I have been shook by some odd state of life.  With many things that were in fact present before the beginning of the 3rd sleep, have now vanished within what I can only describe as the nights thin air. For many of them, more or less wanderers just like me, have no been gifted the blessing of the new Dawn, the Dawn of the new Advent. However for I, and perhaps many alike, the mistakes, sacrifices, or even the path in which we have chosen has now lead us down a darker road, a road where lights are vibrant, and the cosmos is alive, a path where fewer are present. Despite the cursed exile that has lead me to take this path, I can only now whole-heatedly except it as an inevitable happening. My mind, tainted with old, and of things that was once, but are no longer. And my heart, my missing heart, with it’s pains and longings which still grow stronger with every hour that passes by. A time of cleansing is imminent, for this cleansing will be like no other. For I am weak, and clouded, confused by the actions both I took, and yourself. My words must travel a great distance to reach thee, yet even during this time, somehow the message begins to slur. My next set-out, back into the strange land, is merely days away now. But with a clouded mind, and a pain in the heart, this will only lead me down the road to more paradox’s.

 

 

 

 

~Our greater lord, if the balance allows, please bestow you blessing onto thee during these times of Reflexions.

Vortexes & Timetables

The 3rd sleep, a place, a section, a state of being, all in which caught up in between the beginning of the New Advent, and waiting my personal new Dawn. It is a state like non-other that have come before me. Since the arrival of the New Advent, I have remained caught up in some mysterious sleep, drifting in and out of the needed and the correct, floating from the light, captivated in the darkness. While many souls are now beginning to experience the Dawn of the New Advent, the Evening is in fact still young on my side. But with the many glimmering lights not too far off into the distance, the 3rd awakening to set foot back to the travels, and to carry across the night are near. But now, with you left behind, and my beating heart far out of reach, we shall only look to the lights to guide us. For once again a veil darker than hell itself and begun to bestow itself within this empty, yet beating void, only to swallow up it’s entirety. The timeline in which I have recently cut short, has without a doubt caused new vortexes and paradoxes to take place, however I sense that this no longer matters. For the new Advent is here, and all that is old is no longer, nothing remains, except the memories that still plague my soul, by oath, till this day.

Into the New Advent

With everything that has now begun to settle, with the preparation’s and conditions, now coming to a close, it is fair to say that a new Dawn now awaits us. For now, we shall transition into the time of the new Advent. But now, the odd comfort in which I have felt leading up until this moment, is now beginning to fade, and quickly. For now the 3rd and final resting period is taking it’s place, as I begin my preparations once again to journey back into some strange lands, the same lands that had which sentenced the exile, of some greater fate, towering with their mighty power.

It is for at this time that I now realize my mistakes, of the old era. The departure did in-fact cause what I would like to describe as a rippling effect. And with that taking place, knocking off the balances, effects, purposes, and mindsets of all things and beings I knew. This was merely my doing, with a little help from some un-wanted fate, but despite this, many paradoxes in fact came down to my actions. With this in mind, the towering feeling of immortality has now begun to leave my side. For so long, it seemed as though death was to far off, non-existent. Now with my soul on a clock, a rising must take place before my fall. I do not underestimate fate, but with my current understanding of the balance, taking me now would simply be to easy, to satisfying, but to un-fulfilling. I have tempered with the greater fires for as long as I remember, and things will not change now. For after this period of rest and fixation comes to a close, the journey back will begin, and only death itself will be the only force that shall determine my stopping. And now with you and your wonderful mind in the strangest places, my heart as well, is now having a hard time finding it’s way. A new time of struggle is ahead of us, but as with every new light that sheds upon the land, comes a new darkness that must fall during the most sinister of hours.

Lords & Landscapes