HORA VITRUM

Unlike never before, the time remaining within this line has now begun to slip through my fingertips like grains of sand. For I know that somewhere within this vast and seemingly infinite space, a time of finality has been set into motion and I am now experiencing it’s after effects. These cold and chaotic nights have turned into mere sleepless voyages, for as the war that I once waged is now behind me – I know that being removed must come with it’s own trials and dangers that I will likely be soon to face. In these moments, I have begun to separate myself from all that once sought to shape me towards the false light I had once fallen victim to, not too long ago. For now, on brighter things, I disassociate as what has been fragmented since your departure now returns to the shadows – a place where they once were before the Cavern walls, and a place where they will likely remain.

For now, my blades are contained for in this moment there are no wars left to wage, and no fights left to fight. For in this moment, my only enemy seems to be time itself – even though it has proven to be doing all that I have longed for it to do since the beginning, however it is only during these moments that I realize how fleeting it truly is. I can see the changes in my eyes, the changes in my face, and the changes in my heart taking place. In a way, they are reverting back to the way’s they once were. While unsettling in some ways, it is calming in others  – something in which I search for tirelessly and endlessly. Though your return may truly end up being short lived, for I am now slowly fading out of your lines, I can only pray to whatever Lords that continue to lurk that I am destined to meet that you will find your way.

For it in within this place that truth is hidden, and it is within this place that lies are held up high. For day by day, we fight for the very right to live for long before any of us have known, our lives have been stolen from us. My heart will always ache and crumble from what followed from exiles and from what lines I had been placed on since those times, but I know that at the very least, the solace and peace that I seek will always reside within the edges of echoes. 

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