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With Day VII now over with, the seals have been broken, the official act of time line traveling has begun. Since the our I step foot out, much looked cloudy, so similar to the past, like things once were. For this manipulation is for my own sake, my own sake of discovery and recovery in order to learn, and do what needs to be done in order to gain my acceptance back into the greater lands. With everything being as it once was, the past is more grim that what I once experienced before, however the overwhelming energy it provides me, is extremely self sustaining to say the least. The time I have remaining to connect with these past roots is dwindling down quickly,  and the decisions that must be made are spinning down at a rapid speed as well. Unfortunately, I still sense that I am perhaps missing something quite important, too important to miss, in order to choose this path and direction that in which needs to be made. I have never in-visioned traveling in one direction and one direction only, however as ironic as it is, one may only travel one direction at a time, but why does it seem that this is extremely contradictory too the exact outcome this “one” path may bring. It still remains quite unclear to me how exactly I must go about choosing these paths. All guidance is lost here in the past, things remain still, lonely empty, but oddly active at the same time. A world in which I knew ever corner from the back of my head, a world in which knew my existent, and treasured it to it’s fullest. This is why I must come back and attempt to fix the things that have happen throughout these empty periods in order to gain the acceptance needed into the new lands. The remaining question is how fast I can do it, how efficient, and how to remain intact with my strength dwindling every second, and with these sudden wars appearing from the blue. The situation is truly unfortunate, however, I do in fact remember choosing this path. Giving the whole hear-ted permission to have this burden on me, but why? and was is truly worth it? I could rid it all here, now, during these time line travels, far before the Cavern Walls, far before the First healing. With every remaining second until the new Advent that is in which counting down now, every moment counts, every action makes a enormous difference, every sunset will be every year in the new advent. I can only hope that this short journey I am about to endure will finally gain me the acceptance I have been seeking for so long. With only 3 days remaining things are still looking grim, but a decision must be made, a path must be chosen, otherwise my time here will surely remain in-grave.