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With a sense of betrayal now on my tail. I am left once again with thoughts of a fourth making it’s appearance. Though I feel the odds of this happening to be extremely low, I feel at the same time that the possibility is at an all-time high. The day I hoped that would never come, the day in which I may be forced to take the fourth into consideration. With betrayal being such a common opponent throughout my past journey, even into the near present, I know too well when it has returned to challenge my yet again. With my soul already apart of the third vestige, taking the chances with the unknown fourth, in which my soul is not connected too, will only mean chaos for a possible eternity. However, with now only being gifted occasionally with visions, it would be foolish of me to try and predict the future, for fate has struck me wrong by presenting me the sudden exile. But if this smell of betrayal turns out to be present, could betrayal possibly a guide to some new salvation?, some new light in which I have yet to see? But why? and how? with so little time left until the New Advent it would be foolish, and to put the remaining remnants of my soul on the line yet again would only be suicide at the least. The heavens forbid it, and I have always did as well, however, I still question the lengths I would go too to earn full life again. For the fates have always fought against me.