Originally kicked off back in the Summer of 2012, The Healing, the Rising has sought to be an article series here on TAE that explains the acts as well as the journey of overcoming struggles, and getting back on your feet after and or while they are concluding. Starting May 1st, THTR will return once again bringing it’s new chapter “Foundations” Articles will be much similar to what you have seen in the past, yet my goal is to get other people involved, and to truly establish the foundation of this new season of The Healing, The Rising. As apart of this, themed photos, articles, videos, and even possibly a fully dedicated music tracks, will now be strongly apart of the series, so please be on the lookout from May 1st on wards for this new content. The Healing ,The Rising: Foundations will last until October of this year.
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Time Stamps & Hangers
It’s never enough to claim you love something or someone alone. Actions always must be taken place in order to back up your words, words are just words, food to the ears, but almost nothing to the heart. The time lines in which I have dabbled in, have long since set off their quakes and echoes, which have shook the very foundation in which where our love was built on. And with this violent shaking, I am now left with this pain in my head. A pain I could have never imagined before the exile, a pain which taunts the angels far above, spewing it’s sickness to very functioning bone and cell within the body. And as it stirs throughout the bloodstream it makes it’s way to the core, bit by bit, where then in which the cycle only repeats itself. Since my hope only begs me for me to vision a conclusion to this chaotic mess, I continue on, with eyes forward and strength strengthened.
I made sure those words flew to you gracefully, like elegant doves in the morning sun, soaring peacefully in harmony, throughout the warm, and crisp sky. It was my attempt to open your eyes, my attempt to cross time lines once again, to re-obtain what was given to me several years ago. And yet even now, I am left with this chill. If this shaking shall continue, and continue so violently, causing great rupture to this foundation, the hole shall divide us, it shall divide time, it shall change everything, but our hearts.
Shaken of the Night
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ess than a month has gone by the conclusion of the 3rd sleep. While finally awakened, I have been shook by some odd state of life. With many things that were in fact present before the beginning of the 3rd sleep, have now vanished within what I can only describe as the nights thin air. For many of them, more or less wanderers just like me, have no been gifted the blessing of the new Dawn, the Dawn of the new Advent. However for I, and perhaps many alike, the mistakes, sacrifices, or even the path in which we have chosen has now lead us down a darker road, a road where lights are vibrant, and the cosmos is alive, a path where fewer are present. Despite the cursed exile that has lead me to take this path, I can only now whole-heatedly except it as an inevitable happening. My mind, tainted with old, and of things that was once, but are no longer. And my heart, my missing heart, with it’s pains and longings which still grow stronger with every hour that passes by. A time of cleansing is imminent, for this cleansing will be like no other. For I am weak, and clouded, confused by the actions both I took, and yourself. My words must travel a great distance to reach thee, yet even during this time, somehow the message begins to slur. My next set-out, back into the strange land, is merely days away now. But with a clouded mind, and a pain in the heart, this will only lead me down the road to more paradox’s.
~Our greater lord, if the balance allows, please bestow you blessing onto thee during these times of Reflexions.
The End Days: Nightfall
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With less than 31 days remaining until the new Advent, the pressure begins to truly close in, as all the promises in which I’ve made and kept must be carried out in their entirety. With the second sleep, only recently coming to a conclusion, the visions, and travels have now set in and my path should remain somewhat clearer now from here until the end of the current era. All proper arrangements have been made in order to make a successful transition, however the cold has also begun to set in, triggering more tiring acts on my part. With all of these festivities of salvation, and holy birth beginning, it only makes me think about the path in which I will have to take to truly start anew. While the exact directions of my whereabouts, and the land in which I must reside are still up in the air, blowing for miles, along with the wind. I feel I may be a step closer with everyday that goes by for truly learning where in which this place may be. For I know soon, the angels shall arrive once again to help guide me to the destiny in which I am destined to face. With the Afternoon now at it’s end, the night has very well settled in, and these days remain much darker than before. When Dawn will be seen by these eyes once again I remain not sure, but until the new Dawn, for in which the new Advent dwells, I shall travel to, and for this, and some new life is what I now strive for.
The Catalyst Clip
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Many days have now in-fact past since the exile. Thought it still haunts me, like a re-occuring nightmare, it is beginning to fade, however still leaving me messages, and lessons with every flashback. What I have very recently though of as a beacon is nothing more but a re-occurring accusation of the lack of my strength. So today until further notice, quite possibly forever, I have stopped the pills, despite the lash-back that is surely to soon come. My time until the new Advent is nigh, however my tasks remain stockpiled, towering over me. The sun, which is now at it’s set shall soon mark the end of the beginning of the second sleep, and the dreams shall soon be re-occurring, like never before. With your constant vanishings, and my restlessness, it’s simply only a recipe for disaster, however I still continue on as if things are to soon get better. And while in the coming day’s, I shall mark the celebration of the Evenings arrival, it leaves me now with some mysterious feeling of confusion, yet a rush and a burst of energy that carries my soul to the skies. Chaos, darkness, and confusion is always around. It surely will never leave, however when the light in you glows, you never really notice these things. Air will never be the same after these day’s, and though I cannot predict the future so clearly, I can say, it would be a mistake for me to under-estimate the importance of these end-day’s. And so I begin again, making my way back to gravity.
The Timeline Travels: Before the Cavern Walls
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Until this very day, it still rings in my ears, the screams of the raging wind, from the mighty storms that constantly stirred up deep within the chamber in which was the “Ice Cave”. The trail in which led me to walk through such a treacherous place, was quite similar to a trail that I am once again traveling now, in the modern future. The Cavern was a mere passing point, a place in which any soul seeking the ultimate salvation, had to overcome, had to endure, had to get out, alive. It has only now occurred to me that even though the “Ice Cave” was perhaps in which the most terrifying, struggle infested journey in which I have traveled, it is nothing compared to the chaos that lies ahead. However, today I am not discussing that, for that is in the future, and we, are now traveling the timelines long before the Cavern Walls.
Long ago, during this age, certain steps, and decisions were taken and made in order to reach the life in which I desired to greatly, and had, what only seemed for a second, set hand on in the future, but is now gone, trapped, being slowly eaten away by some growing paradox. To re-trace these steps, and polish them, is the only way to gain back this life in which I so desire. The life where in which I was once, truly happy, content, satisfied, safe & sound. The steps, and the trail in which I take now, is a path of the past, a path long before the Cavern Walls, a path that will in which exploit my greatest weaknesses, my missed crucial steps, and all of the paradoxes I created that in which enabled my exile from the lands in which I sough to travel.
Despite all of this that must be done, time is running out. For the new Advent is quickly approaching, and with the middle of the Afternoon period almost at it’s arrival. This is a look into everything in which you’ve missed, didn’t see, the same goes for me.
Day X: A Past & Decisions
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The inevitable has arrived, as these hours had made their final limits, it has now been made official that the time in which I had to make an official decision was now up, a path must have been chosen, and now, the journey must continue. It was revealed unto me today that the source and strength that I so seek, and have clanged too for so long, now remains somewhere beyond my minds limits, far from my reach, in it’s own deep sleep. It is too un-certain now to quickly judge this mysterious happening as betrayal, as too much remains unknown to me. But since my soul is now sworn to this source, my only option left is too wait, even if it takes me into eternity, unless the 4th is to come along. This force, this strange source, the 4th? Could it possibly exist. While all travelers much greater than me have engraved the fact into history that a 4th source could never exist, and anyone who was too seek the 4th would eventually be written out of life, as it were inevitable. As the 3rd lies fast asleep, beyond my reach, I am forced to choose a path without any guidance besides my own. Where could this possibly send me too within the future? I am still unsure but odds point to something beyond what my mind can currently comprehend, the unknown of course. Since I have now begun my time-line travels it has been revealed to me that these certain journeys within this time-line travel must certainly point out my next true destination. These destinations are strangely being shouted to me as the lands of Castles, brighter destinations of the near future, that can only be truly visited by being granted acceptance from time-line manipulations. These lands of Castles must lead me to something greater, perhaps something similar, maybe the source in which I have grown so accustom to for existence, as without a doubt my soul is still under expiration timing without this source and energy. With the energy I have left, I must truly devote all that is remaining within my soul to make it too these lands yet to be discovered before the Dawn of the new Advent, or at least, before my soul has truly expired. This next sleep that is yet to come will surely be a burden for me as time is quite limited. This path I must now take will surely be lonely, as now I must re-build and re-struct all side monuments which have been broken long before these timeline travels. Perhaps if I am lucky, when this is all over, I shall find home. Until then, let the travels commence once again..
Day VIII – IX: The Blind Actions
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With day X so close to being upon me. Any remaining hope I had left for this ever ending nightmare to be untrue has seem to fade into something so small, not even the one with questionable eye could in vision this. My heart, which has been quiet for so long has seem to begun to speak to me once again. This is in which surprising as I expected the action of time line manipulation to science any sort of real-time senses in it’s entirety. It seems that for too long has my focus been seeking and retrieving on a certain object, an object so out of reach, but so essential for existence, that now I depend on it for my very existence. While stopping my search for this object will surely ensure the slow decay of my soul and it’s entirety, I sense there must be enough time left to seek and retrieve the other objects that will surely help me in my other objectives, unfortunately these objects will surely not bring further existence to my soul. Betrayal, one of the very few things I fear, something that was too common during the travels of the
Cavern Walls, but had in which seemed to fade once the Plains limits were discovered. I have now learned another essential lesson. While some believe you must hold onto yourself and all that you are, as this is the only thing thats worth, this is true..to a certain degree. It has been proven time and time again that the soul cannot sustain itself, the soul needs the various other objects, energy in which we cannot visualize, too be able to remain existent. Those who do not obtain these objects, are those that I hope to save, somehow, someway. But my path to becoming one of them is unfortunately inevitable, but even to a greater degree, since my heart knows the truth, going down this road may be much more chaotic for me, who knows the truth, than the others, who do not know the truth. I must now strengthen myself and prepare for what seems to be yet another great war, a fight into the New Advent. However, I am often much to quick to jump the gun. With day X still yet to come, and 24hrs still remaining, much can still change within the time line, perhaps the actions I made on day VII will shift the outcomes that may happen this day X. One can only hope. My heart, soul, and mind, prays & dreams for a new liberation, a new, and brighter path to be discovered this day X.
The Time Line Travels: THTR II, Before the Cavern walls, Paradox’s, & Day VII
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With Day VII now over with, the seals have been broken, the official act of time line traveling has begun. Since the our I step foot out, much looked cloudy, so similar to the past, like things once were. For this manipulation is for my own sake, my own sake of discovery and recovery in order to learn, and do what needs to be done in order to gain my acceptance back into the greater lands. With everything being as it once was, the past is more grim that what I once experienced before, however the overwhelming energy it provides me, is extremely self sustaining to say the least. The time I have remaining to connect with these past roots is dwindling down quickly, and the decisions that must be made are spinning down at a rapid speed as well. Unfortunately, I still sense that I am perhaps missing something quite important, too important to miss, in order to choose this path and direction that in which needs to be made. I have never in-visioned traveling in one direction and one direction only, however as ironic as it is, one may only travel one direction at a time, but why does it seem that this is extremely contradictory too the exact outcome this “one” path may bring. It still remains quite unclear to me how exactly I must go about choosing these paths. All guidance is lost here in the past, things remain still, lonely empty, but oddly active at the same time. A world in which I knew ever corner from the back of my head, a world in which knew my existent, and treasured it to it’s fullest. This is why I must come back and attempt to fix the things that have happen throughout these empty periods in order to gain the acceptance needed into the new lands. The remaining question is how fast I can do it, how efficient, and how to remain intact with my strength dwindling every second, and with these sudden wars appearing from the blue. The situation is truly unfortunate, however, I do in fact remember choosing this path. Giving the whole hear-ted permission to have this burden on me, but why? and was is truly worth it? I could rid it all here, now, during these time line travels, far before the Cavern Walls, far before the First healing. With every remaining second until the new Advent that is in which counting down now, every moment counts, every action makes a enormous difference, every sunset will be every year in the new advent. I can only hope that this short journey I am about to endure will finally gain me the acceptance I have been seeking for so long. With only 3 days remaining things are still looking grim, but a decision must be made, a path must be chosen, otherwise my time here will surely remain in-grave.
Day V-VI: End of the Line, A Vision of a Path Continued.
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As so I believed the scent of betrayal has still not left my width. With the end of day 6 now here, the hope in which I had for this catastrophe to soon be resolved has still not yet revealed itself to me. Despite the sudden troubles that are going on now, I must now begin my final steps into gaining my acceptance back into the greater lands, for I have visioned the continuation of a path that I once sought to end. Not only this, but this vision has revealed much more promising areas and more hope than the previous straight path in which I sought to hard to walk. However, to gain this acceptance will not be easy, yet a test of my inner being, everything the three periods were preparing me for will now come to test now, from the Resurrection, to the Transformation, all the way to the Reconstruction in which is still happening this very moment, I strength shall be bested. If it be I am not strong enough yet to complete these tasks, my acceptance will not yet be gain, and the coming of the new Advent may leave me behind as I know it. The process of time manipulation and the discovery of some mysterious paradoxes are soon to take place. This is my next task I shall seek out to do come day VII. With only 4 days remaining the pressure is truly on me, as things are looking quite grim for the future that was supposed to be, time will only truly tell.