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Let it be known, that from this sleep onward, I will never be the same. Though I have been caught in a cycle, a time-loop, a paradox, transcended beyond my dreams, yet foreseen within them. Let it be known, that from this night onward no longer will I seek to the others for comfort and warmth, for teeth are only sharp when they pierce through your veins. For I, now finally finding my heart, yet cold, now seek to fight and destroy the darkness that had tainted what I treasured so dearly. Yes, I mourn greatly for what I have lost, but no longer will that be what holds me back. Let it be known, as a promise to the old soul, the soul that’s dying in pain, the life that’s bleeding and shall only live till dawn. That I will avenge it, and all others alike. 

With your guidance I have been able to obtain the focal point of the Origin I have been aiming for all this time, at long last. However, things are not the same. I have now greatly remembered the reason why I took this path in the first place, a concept that has been lost throughout these long years of missing time, and crucial periods. But now that I understand once again, it is at this time where dreams and thoughts must come to full fruition before fully moving forward, entering into the days of the new Advent. Because of my failures, time had become twisted, scattered, and sight was lost. Now that I can finally begin to see, I know that my heart is near, calling out to me. For though this path may be lonely and painful, I walk it with pride and strength. And while darker hours are approaching oh so quickly, I know the light is not far from ahead. But what lurks in this new darkness are the sinister things that seek to claim time their way, spinning and twisting it like a web, arranging it as they see fit. For echoes are now beginning to be unleashed, all soon to make their way back to me. And hopefully by then, I’ll be ready to fight.

~The Breath & The Fall

Though the wars between us have long been at cease, and the times that had put stress on my very soul are now passed, I am now forced to look back on all that had triggered these embers in the first place. I was the secret one, working beneath the earths crust, and scheming plans, inspired by dreams of the first sleep. You were the protector, god of this place, and while your intentions may have been good, you sought a path that in the end, pained us both, ending both our worlds and dreams. That time has now passed, yet origins have brought me here. I begin to feel it all once again. The air which resides in this place seeks to hold me back, pinned down, until no end. It is truly as if my fate is inevitable here. Since the exile I’ve felt the very spirit in which this place contains, it pains for a fixed future, otherwise, a stagnant present, spinning into a silent, yet longly awaited death. Though the future it once sought for is now of some impossible, invisible fragments, I shall now bestow upon it the very death it wishes, and from there, all is up to the stars.

Time has slowed significantly, so it seems, as of late. The day’s that I have spent, endlessly waiting for you to return, life passing me by, have now come to and end. They are are now no more. However, I feel it is inevitable that you shall step foot into this cycle once again, as time will once again attempt to claim what it wants. Though as I now grow closer to my original state of being, slowly, yet strongly I have begun to fight against these things which have been holding me back for so long, even before the exile. I know that inevitably, it will all come down to you, for it all began with you, and while I may cease to exist from this dangerous battle, I will not fall until your heart knows it all, truly.

Dreams have begun to grow vivid once again, and codes and messages have now started to flow from strange worlds I still no, no meaning of. For within some strange Bethel, far off on the edge of town, deep within a chamber stood you. As you gazed directly into my soul, I felt the warmth return. The same warmth that had melted the ice on the lake within the 2nd sleep. Though this vision is over now, I think back to it every now and then. Such a sacred place it was, and such a promising being you were. And though you were to soon to fade from a sudden awakening, I feel you will reside in my heart for some time now, yearning to be found.

The step that begins now, is finally the step that will truly advance be forward into the death that I have so long yearned. But with much left to do, and with the darker hours now beginning to settle, I fear to miss my one last shot at a new Dawn once again. For the Dawn of the new Advent awaits, and while I’ve been left behind in the past, I do believe that I will soon be ready to be ready to move onwards, leaving this life behind.