The Monthly Calling

The Black Hole

»Posted by on Jun 12, 2014 in Recent Activity, The Black Hole, The Monthly Calling | 0 comments

The Black Hole

When I let ll of them go, it was at a great will in which I carried out the action. However, it seemed fate played a big role into it all.  For the departure, that took place shortly before the exile, was of some quiet and yet deadly fate, destined to be carried out. It was only after, that I had in fact noticed that I saw the future. I won’t forget that night, sprawled out upon some hard wooden floors, with an air so cold, one would have thought that death itself had crept through the windows. Put perhaps that’s what it was in the end, death. For at that time the 2nd sleep had begun to take place, and now, I seem to curse that it had. For from those wooden floors, and chilled air cause me to see the images in which I prayed I would never see, but in the end, it was inevitable. You warmed me then, covered in a deep blanket of snow, your heart gave me warmth, but that was then. This was before the exile.

For now the darkness is re-occurring, and though my soul yearns for the light, it cannot grasp it without my heart. It seems at this time, there are two fates fighting against each-other. Many battles take place, day by day, week by week. One day one fate wins, the other day one looses, it is a never ending war. My knowledge of all this is merely a spec compared to what the greater ones know, however I oath-ed to become a vessel for the balance, and perhaps that’s how I lost you. But now, with this darker aura beginning to settle in, these times begin to grow darker once again. For now the 3rd sleep has long since concluded and many questions are in need of answers. This darker world I have feared for years, however I hope it to provide the closure I seek, for much has left to be done, before this road ends.

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Intro Voids/Heights

»Posted by on May 7, 2014 in Castles! Part II, The Monthly Calling, Voids/Heights | 0 comments

Intro Voids/Heights

The flashes came quick, but much like my visions, dreams, and memories, it surpassed quicker than I could acknowledge. This, I can only say so many times, was in fact foreseen, dreamed upon, within some distant barren platforms, a soul free from chains, ready to depart. However much like the flashes that occur to me these days, you were gone, in what seemed an instant, but in reality a matter of days following the exile,  too slow to predict, yet slow enough to create a wound so big, one would ponder if you caught hold of some dangerous meteor shower. Perhaps there were white lies that were told, from both sides, to avoid a more catastrophic occurrence than of the one that is in which taking place now. But deep down inside, this I doubt. Time has gone from twisted to shattered, from shattered to repaired, from repaired to non-existent. All has changed since that fateful early morning, a morning where one would expect the sunrise, yet for some mysterious cause, darkness crept through the morning dawn like a shadow under the midnight sky. For now with these holes I carry, yet the stairs I climb, take me to the time of a new venture. With the first set out since the new Advents arrival, I wander once again to finish what I have started, to find what I seek. However, with you in the corners of my mind, my soul thirsts for what it cannot have, parching itself into some dangerous depths, filling the voids with these flashes that strain the heart to no end. But for what it counts, I continue this path, and stay true to my oath. Hope is a guiding beacon.

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Shaken of the Night

»Posted by on Apr 1, 2014 in Castles! Part II, Recent Activity, Reflextions, The Monthly Calling | 0 comments

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ess than a month has gone by the conclusion of the 3rd sleep. While finally awakened, I have been shook by some odd state of life.  With many things that were in fact present before the beginning of the 3rd sleep, have now vanished within what I can only describe as the nights thin air. For many of them, more or less wanderers just like me, have no been gifted the blessing of the new Dawn, the Dawn of the new Advent. However for I, and perhaps many alike, the mistakes, sacrifices, or even the path in which we have chosen has now lead us down a darker road, a road where lights are vibrant, and the cosmos is alive, a path where fewer are present. Despite the cursed exile that has lead me to take this path, I can only now whole-heatedly except it as an inevitable happening. My mind, tainted with old, and of things that was once, but are no longer. And my heart, my missing heart, with it’s pains and longings which still grow stronger with every hour that passes by. A time of cleansing is imminent, for this cleansing will be like no other. For I am weak, and clouded, confused by the actions both I took, and yourself. My words must travel a great distance to reach thee, yet even during this time, somehow the message begins to slur. My next set-out, back into the strange land, is merely days away now. But with a clouded mind, and a pain in the heart, this will only lead me down the road to more paradox’s.

 

 

 

 

~Our greater lord, if the balance allows, please bestow you blessing onto thee during these times of Reflexions.

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Into the New Advent

»Posted by on Jan 4, 2014 in Castles! Part II, The Monthly Calling | 0 comments

Into the New Advent

With everything that has now begun to settle, with the preparation’s and conditions, now coming to a close, it is fair to say that a new Dawn now awaits us. For now, we shall transition into the time of the new Advent. But now, the odd comfort in which I have felt leading up until this moment, is now beginning to fade, and quickly. For now the 3rd and final resting period is taking it’s place, as I begin my preparations once again to journey back into some strange lands, the same lands that had which sentenced the exile, of some greater fate, towering with their mighty power.

It is for at this time that I now realize my mistakes, of the old era. The departure did in-fact cause what I would like to describe as a rippling effect. And with that taking place, knocking off the balances, effects, purposes, and mindsets of all things and beings I knew. This was merely my doing, with a little help from some un-wanted fate, but despite this, many paradoxes in fact came down to my actions. With this in mind, the towering feeling of immortality has now begun to leave my side. For so long, it seemed as though death was to far off, non-existent. Now with my soul on a clock, a rising must take place before my fall. I do not underestimate fate, but with my current understanding of the balance, taking me now would simply be to easy, to satisfying, but to un-fulfilling. I have tempered with the greater fires for as long as I remember, and things will not change now. For after this period of rest and fixation comes to a close, the journey back will begin, and only death itself will be the only force that shall determine my stopping. And now with you and your wonderful mind in the strangest places, my heart as well, is now having a hard time finding it’s way. A new time of struggle is ahead of us, but as with every new light that sheds upon the land, comes a new darkness that must fall during the most sinister of hours.

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The End Days: Nightfall

»Posted by on Dec 2, 2013 in Castles!, Recent Activity, The Monthly Calling | 0 comments

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With less than 31 days remaining until the new Advent, the pressure begins to truly close in, as all the promises in which I’ve made and kept must be carried out in their entirety. With the second sleep, only recently coming to a conclusion, the visions, and travels have now set in and my path should remain somewhat clearer now from here until the end of the current era. All proper arrangements have been made in order to make a successful transition, however the cold has also begun to set in, triggering more tiring acts on my part. With all of these festivities of salvation, and holy birth beginning, it only makes me think about the path in which I will have to take to truly start anew. While the exact directions of my whereabouts, and the land in which I must reside are still up in the air, blowing for miles, along with the wind. I feel I may be a step closer with everyday that goes by for truly learning where in which this place may be. For I know soon, the angels shall arrive once again to help guide me to the destiny in which I am destined to face. With the Afternoon now at it’s end, the night has very well settled in, and these days remain much darker than before. When Dawn will be seen by these eyes once again I remain not sure, but until the new Dawn, for in which the new Advent dwells, I shall travel to, and for this, and some new life is what I now strive for. 

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The End Days: The Afternoons Peak/The Second Sleep

»Posted by on Nov 5, 2013 in The Monthly Calling | 0 comments

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Only a few days ago, the peaking on the Afternoon Sunsets had arrived. It was also then that the dreams began to re-occur for the first time in awhile, and have been since that night. Now that the feeling of empty spaces all around me have begun to chill, shrouding me with some heavenly, yet, at the same time, a very chilling feeling, I knew without a doubt that the ending of the Afternoon was indeed arriving. Things have all happened in such haste ever since the exile occurred. Almost too quick for me, to say the least. It is now that I can say, that the most crucial times are without a doubt upon me, and will remain to be from now, up until the arrival of the new Advent. To fail these tasks presented, and too misuse the amount of time given, will only lead to dire consequences. My mind still, remains shrouded, and my heart still longing, however it would only be a fools mistake to let these things overcome the focus needed to successfully gain me way into the new Advent. Despite all of the distractions and pain that reside inside of me as of now, I still remain so very grateful, to have the opportunity to be reminded, that this is not all about me. There are many who walk similar, and even much more difficult paths, by the thousands. For us, each and every one of us to reach out to these souls, to support, nourish, forgive  and save these souls, is perhaps the greatest gift we can ever give to any living thing, in any dimension. So while I walk this final path of the current Advent, I must keep engraved within my mind, that the some I may cross path with on this journey, may as well be in much dire situations. I am one to know now that my life alone is not enough, and ever since that realization, I know I still stand, because of the un-born, because of the living, because of you, and even because of the unknown. The second sleep will now take me under it’s wings and guide me on the path which leads to the new Advent, where perhaps the most crucial fortune resides. It is now that we begin again.

 

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